Nothing really rocks, nothing really rolls, and nothing ever worth the cost.

And coming out of bad week #542...


top 5 Worse weeks than the last one:

5. Aug 15-22 99 (the first time I got threatened at knifepoint)
4. Aug 11-18 05 (It's referenced previously)
3. mid march 98 (hello, therapy)
2. Feb 23-Mar 1 04 (what are they going to do, fire me?)
1. Feb 4-11 05 (3 er trips)


I wish I were in a 12 step so I could go through that step that's all about making amends. But I don't want it for the right reasons. I want it in the kick in the teeth way.

I am however not as vindictive as people assume. I'm a very leave it and go girl. And, man does that word vindictive get tossed around incorrectly. Vindictive is lighting your shit on fire while moving out. Vindictive is fucking your brother and mailing you a tape. Neither of which I'd do. I'm slightly more same than that.


and in other news: my computer is broken and there is a fair chance I will get fired or quit my job by the end of the week. All I want is a job that uses my skills. Employers should like girls with skills...