26 February 2004

i feel like i should be saying something about what's going on, but there's not really anything to say.JR is helping me move my stuff today and my dad will be up tommorrow.MOm comes up on sunday.Janine, JR and i will be painting my room tonight. I have yet to figure out a color.

Acc. J9 we are going to have a bender when i get all my stuff settled, which will be exciting. Also on an exciting note, i start work on sunday. Matt says he and Joann want to induct me... That makes me feel special. oh, and Jo sent me this the other night:

JOANN (8:59:10 PM): hey I heard about what happened and its a load of shit.. im really sorry to hear that you got shit on so badly. Just because I know how crappy it feels to seem like you are so despenciable, I hate to think you are feeling the way I did a year ago.. they just suck, they just want the drones that say and do and act they way they want and anyone with a little deviation about them they see as a threat.. your not a machine or like anyone elts like I have ever met and thats why you were let go.. because you were an individual. I hope you arnt feeling too bad.. or at least about thoes fucking pig ass drones in res. life I can only imagen how much you'll miss your residents but they will always respect you for who you are and your individuality even if thoes assholes dont.. But fuck them anyways right! take it as a complement they dont like you that only means that you have your own personality and way about you. Dont let anyone take that away!

I'm really going to miss my floor tremendously. However, i'm glad that i don't have to see a lot of the people i don't like ever again (the people i've been saying i can't wait til next year so i never have to see that kid again if i don't want to. Granted there are people i like seeing, and will miss being sucha short distance from, but they all know how to get to the house (save Jen Blushi, who can get direction from mapquest-- it'll only take a half hour to get there that way.)

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